Stuff. Then a vacation. Then leaves.

Okay, now to start I've been away for quite a while. Yeah I know it doesn't make much progress concerning my procrastination problem, but hey, here we go.

The days have become incredibly slow-paced, and routine. I don't really work anymore, despite how I'm still "working" my two 4 hour shifts a week 'maybe'. It has been beyond quiet at the house here, no one except myself and the dog and a few cats, so I've had lots of "me" time to sit around and think about doing something productive involving my homework as I procrastinate by doing laundry or dishes; Or, today, clean the patio of leaves.

My vacation ended before it began I suppose, with not a moment to relax I've felt so anxious over nothing.

It's pretty fricking cold here as well, since hey, 20 degrees is cold to me anyways. Whatever, I got my 2 weeks of Autumn.

..Happy birthday to me..

'Nuff said.

Procrastination: continued-Oh- and other stuff I'll get to later

Hey peoples. I've just got back from "work" if you can call it that. It was quite... not professional let's say (I've said it before) and I got caught up after my shift ended speaking to my boss about... stuff. I.E. his boyfriend and vented about angry/creepy customers; things like that.

I managed to FINALLY put forth an introduction at AVF (tidbit of info for you, Becca) I've been procrastinating doing my homework again... there it sits.. lonely.. waiting for me to write on it. I swear that I must spend more effort avoiding it than it would take to actually do it. In any case, DUDE, I've been really lonely... and like, bored as well, and... listening to the same songs a good 20 times consecutively. So it's like... DUDE, or in my case frick, but you get the idea I'm sure.

"Sigh" I'm sure that you can also see that I'm incredibly bored and lonely.. wait nevermind I already typed that I'M ALSO NOT paying much attention at the moment apparently.

In any case.. tell me about YOUR day or something, perhaps I can place that conveniently into question form hold on a second:

How was your day hm? Or what did you do or something, yeah that works.

Farewell for now in any case.

-James

Band room

Today during my irregular band class I noticed that the board on the top of the room featuring all of the birthdays of the month had been... let's say vandalized. All of the names were altered to ridiculous forms of what they once were. Lol, "Valor Poup" among others were victimized through this heartless crime.

Afterward we rehearsed Thriller alongside the Michael Jackson dance group.. Nyes.. fear THEIR hisps. Anyway, after this I've got to rehearse again tonight for some night rehearsal, when the insects are out and about harassing people. I just hope that MY birthday name for next month doesn't get vandalized :/.

Meh- just eat more controversial tomatoes.

-James

-just for the sake of doing so

I actually have absolutely no idea as to what I had in mind to type upon deciding to blog 'something' after a decent hiatus for the better of a week and a half, so rather than just waiting to be saved by the bell, I am sitting here forcing myself to improvise.

To be honest I enjoy this whole blogging activity for it allows me to actually write down my thoughts in addition to speaking them aloud (I speak to myself quite a bit you see) so in this way, I can now have a "history" let's say with what I had/have in mind at the time I'm writing something. If I don't write I generally forget a good sized fricking chunk of my thoughts the night before, and sometimes that can be a bad thing, though not often, mind you.

I've been watching more anime recently (as well as eating which I'm shocked about concerning the fact that I've NEVER had an appetite to speak of really) which lets me keep to myself as well as my thoughts. Unfortunately I've been stuck behind in my homework again, like right now *cough*.

I wonder what I shall do about this. In any case, goodnight.

-James

Michael Jackson at the Golf Course for the Elderly.

I was playing Michael Jackson's music at the "Chico Creek Community Center" this morning for my band class. Among "I want you back" the National Anthem was played. The community center was basically a senior citizens gold course today, (I mean people generally have jobs on a Friday afternoon) and post the music, we ended up being served old pizza ordered from the day before! Awesome-sauce. It went through me pretty nastily as an old pizza likely would.

On a more positive not, our group received 500$ to play the small collection of songs, which is quite the plus. Then afterwards, a girl came up to me and asked if I was British, as I usually am (I'm always asked if I'm British or English ARG) then she hugged me, said I was amazing then hugged me again. It was an awkward moment for the books, but she's nice I suppose.

Tomorrow afternoon I get to play Michael Jackson's "Thriller" at the downtown Chico plaza with Michael Jackson dance group We'll see how that one goes...

-James

A glorious night

It's about 11:29 my time here this pretty evening. I was outside going to get the mail as I usually do, when I noticed just how lit everything was (the sky) due to the moon's glorious shine. The night sky was streaked blue; Something I haven't seen for a long time.

I've been put in a good mood you know, which I'm happy for, as it doesn't happen often. The stars, as well as the shine of the moon itself, trances me per se, as I am reminded just how much of a night owl I truly am. Everything about the night is beautiful, the feel, the quiet, it's all there to give me a sense of peace, to me.

Some things, like my mamsies job is quite saddening, but through these glimpses of just how beautiful the world itself is, makes me desire to find that same beauty within the people that inhabit the world itself.

"This Ugly Yet Beautiful World", right?

-James